'Just a ghost': abuse victims speak out after decades

Two brothers who suffered shocking acts of sexual abuse at the hands of their former school counsellor have revealed how it shattered their lives irrevocably, as they faced him in court.

Allan Keith Huggins was found guilty in August on 36 counts of molesting 10 young male patients in Armidale, in northern NSW, between 1977 and 1986.

On Tuesday, brothers Phil and Joseph Wright, who were among those the now 77-year-old was convicted of abusing, delivered victim statements at Sydney's Downing Centre District Court.

Phil Wright said that nearly 50 years after the abuse occurred, one unanswerable question still echoes in his head: "why?"

"Why you made the choices you made, why me?" he told the court.

"The punishment - and it does feel like a punishment - that I face simply for being a victim of the crimes of Allan Huggins is never ending."

Joseph Wright told the court he was sexually abused by Huggins every school week for roughly two years.

"I encountered this degradation on at least 70 occasions - a far cry from the indictment sheet," he said.

After uttering Huggins' name just once, Joseph Wright said he would not let it "degrade" his mouth again, telling the court his entire life had been stolen.

"I am just a ghost, an echo of who I was meant to be," he said.

"I wanted to be known as a survivor but this is not survival.

"I am his victim. I had my entire life stolen from me as a child."

The victims of Huggins crimes in NSW were forced to wait more than a decade for him to finish a prison sentence in Western Australia, before he was extradited to NSW to face justice.

In 2015, a WA jury had found he had abused seven boys while working as an education officer in a school-to-work program in 1990 and 1991, and he was sentenced to nine years in jail.

Crown prosecutor David Patch told Tuesday's hearing, there was a "multiplicity of other offending, on other occasions" for which charges against Huggins have never been brought.

"Your Honour would accept ... there were in fact many other such events," Mr Patch said

The abuse in NSW took place at a youth centre for troubled boys, as well as at a school and at Huggins' own private practices.

Huggins used his position as a counsellor to gain access to victims he knew were vulnerable, including those with behavioural issues or from dysfunctional family backgrounds, Mr Patch told the court.

"They were almost always children in particular need of care," he said.

"Need of care from the offender."

Mr Patch told the court in one of the instances the victim was put under hypnosis and his clothing was removed, before being abused.

"He was naked and powerless," Mr Patch said.

In another instance in which Huggins penetrated his victim he told them it was painful to prepare them for a trip to the dentist the following day.

"The offender caused that pain deliberately," Mr Patch said.

Mr Patch told the court the impact on the victims of coming forward that they were abused is considerable, particularly given some were not believed.

"More than one tried and were not believed by the Catholic Church, by the school and by the police," he said.

Huggins listened silently from the dock taking notes on a pad as the parties discussed his fate.

The matter will return to court on Wednesday

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